Friday, April 30, 2004

Not being in the best of mood this few day..why is this so?.. maybe of the weather?...maybe of some other incident?..i really don noe.... exam started..just clear bstats...micro next...hope to pass it....

-the most hurtful thing that can happen..is to see the love one...left you right in front of ur eye...

-i walk thru the path of lights...
searching for an answer..
but to no avail..
i wander thru the path of darkness...
looking to be save...
but no one was there...
where should i go ...
what should i do?...
i started screaming...
till my voice was gone
till blood fill my vision..
angel of light..
can hear my anguish?..
can u fill my eyes with tears?...
angel of darkness...
can u stop this madness....?..
..who can stop this madness..
i need an answer...

roger lost his dreams 4/30/2004 02:14:00 AM

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Tuesday, April 27, 2004

- life is like the sky ..
with only blue and white..
simple it may sound..
but unpredictable it cab be..
a sudden downpour of tears..
may make us end our life...
but fear not my friend..
as rainbow appear after rain..
colourful and beautiful it is..
adding surprise and love to our life..

snowing it might be...
but warmth is never loss...
for the sun that our heart need..
is alway somewhere there...

but deep in my heart...
i know...my sun is gone...
for what i feel is cold..
no matter what weather it might be...

roger lost his dreams 4/27/2004 12:36:00 AM

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Monday, April 26, 2004

hmm..so now...arsenal..the team i support...is the EPL champion!!! hha...don noe y..also not very happy or what...maybe because i just not a die hard fan...hmmm..nah...don really care....ahaha...so bored...

-happiness is what all people are looking for....but do it really exist ?..
people are alway trying to be avoid been hurt...but is it possible?..
reality is nothing except the cruel and harsh...but can we try to make it better....is it possible?...
what we do...can affect others...but is it possible that we know that are we hurting someone?...
the only answer to all this..is to ask....to get the reply...
if we don ask..nthing will ever change....
tears will just keep flowing...
hearts will just keep breaking...
and conflicts..will just keep continuing....

roger lost his dreams 4/26/2004 01:26:00 AM

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Sunday, April 25, 2004

ytd...suddenly gt some inspiration of a new song..get the tune out...hmm..but too bad ..my singing sux..so cant figure out wat i trying to sing....ahah...

-深红色的指甲。。。刮伤了我脸颊。。
双眼不停流下鲜红泪血。。
心里的痛。。没人能懂。。
唯有挥着黑色翅膀的天使。。能够带我逃离一切。。

roger lost his dreams 4/25/2004 12:24:00 AM

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Saturday, April 24, 2004

hmmmm....i think...just a couple of days more...shall tell my friends bout this blog....myself...wanted to get some rough idea and feed back..and of course..to share my thoughts with the ppl!

roger lost his dreams 4/24/2004 01:57:00 AM

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hmmm...its late now...no no..its early now...haiz..feel so ..bored....nothing to do..and i don feel like revising..though i know the exam is coming..but just don feel like revising.....hmmm...so far..only some of my sec sch friend knew about this place..hmm.why dont i wan to tell people bout here?...the reason is simple..cause..,like what i said..wish here will be a "secret" place..eh...a nice nice secretive place...where not many people know ..ahahah...hmm..lets see..so far ..only...justin..yiwen...caiping...tricia...xiao mei knew bout this place..cause i told them bout it..ahahaha...hmmm...seem like writing a diary!!!!!!....nah....must also put some thing i though of myself...lk that then gt meaning..wahahaha....

-this not the first time i been cheated..this is also not the first time i been hurt.....but the main problem is..this is the time..where i really feel the impact the most.....the scar of this wound run deep.....so deep that...it will never be heal......

roger lost his dreams 4/24/2004 12:12:00 AM

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Friday, April 23, 2004

whoa..rain so big today..nevertheless..still play in the rain..make mi think of the sinchi Fc incident..so just pack up and stop playing early.......

-i stand alone in the rain.....no matter how hard the rain is...no matter how cold the wind is...i will not be afraid...for the warmth of my dearest love will help me withstand all..and i believe...true love..will fear no obstacles...

roger lost his dreams 4/23/2004 07:07:00 PM

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just wake up at 10am lk that...hmmm..on the com..and make some changes to the site...feeling so bored....haiz...now is 10.53am..bet that some of my classmate are at NP..busy doing the bstats ...*guilty*..never go..haha..but no choice....later gt soccer ..then somemore..maybe got some band stuff to finalized all that..so what can i sae?..wish those at the class all the best in completing the works..hahahaha...hmmmseem like this few days..will be trying to update as much as possible..then later on..i will stop..wahahahah..typical ow style....seem like it will rain over here..PLS DON!!! i wan to kick soccer!!! gonna start revision soon then ...ahahah..don wan to retain...yo ho!

-wounds can be easily heal...but the scars...will alway remain......and will never fade..

roger lost his dreams 4/23/2004 10:59:00 AM

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haiz..what shld i sae...finish this site...already been force to gif the name to some one...hahaha...FORCE me to gif..if nt she nt going to talk to mi..fine..lk wat she like to said WATEVER!..hahah...if only so many people ask mi for it..i will be rather happy though...hahahaha..but hope those who come in..those spread the site...cause i wanna keep this place a secret...my secrest base...secrest paradise...a place..where i can said post think and do what i like...a place..where i can rest peacefully....

roger lost his dreams 4/23/2004 03:20:00 AM

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i finally...complete my blog..hmm.shld i let my friend noe bout it?..so they can visit..or shall i keep this a secret..if they noe i will be embarass...hahahahaha..but i really glad that i completed this..took mi several days....haha..working on my own..later then i noe that..i can dl it..hahahaha...-.-...haha ..first.. i wan to thank yiwen...thanks girl!! u help mi out ALOT...keep pestering u on how to do this..yet u still help mi thanks alot!!..ahah..of coz..still gt soo eng... poh siew ..cai ping all these ppl...ALSO..weiqi...haha..answer my qn also...thanks to shi hui ..ur support..steohanie too..hahah..whoa..sound lk...the grammy!...hahah..nevertheless..thanks to u all..haha..hope ppl will lk this site..IF they knew about it..hahaha...hmm..that all then..yea...

roger lost his dreams 4/23/2004 02:52:00 AM

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finally..i have a place to put those idea i gt in mind....hmmthis place..will be where i put all the thing i had though of..i been thinking of..and wat i planning to do..some things..u all see...misght be shocking to u all..cos..it don seem to come out from my mind...ahahah...hmmmso ppl..if u been here..i will be glad ..for spending ur precious time here...and for those..who find it bored....sorry though..but i not going to stop this......

roger lost his dreams 4/23/2004 02:29:00 AM

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