Monday, May 31, 2004

BORING BORING BORING!!!!!!!!!! nothing to do....slack n slack..then i noe tat i veri long no update liao..haiz...so ad update no use..MEI REN KAN!hahaha ...so sad sia!.....but nvm la..continue write...hmm
today so bloody dummy shitty unhappy...play match..opponent never come...hum bird bird..run off...waste our time...then go eat burger king...burger on top tat bread also can drop on floor.....$%#@$#!$!#...my whopper....wah kaoz....today must be unlucky day...
now no soccer to watch..no soccer to kick..no people to disturb...BORING!...get back result ar..so happy...ALL PASS>..enuff liao lor~~~ don retain mi la..i wan to faster go serve the country..so don delay mi n kill my mood!

-the rainbow of hopes bring smiles to ur face..
the smiles on ur face ..bring happiness to my heart..
no matter how tough the road is..
i will remember ur smile..
for it bring mi hopes and new energy..
to conquer all that stand in my way..

roger lost his dreams 5/31/2004 12:17:00 AM

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Monday, May 24, 2004

hmm..watch the FA cup final...boring...no upset...hmmm....nowaday..its so boring...
life is always lk tat...when there is school....we always wish for holiday to come...wish n wish n wish...then finally..exam all finish...then we noe that holiday is so boring..gt NOTHING to do at all...everyday..sit infront of the come...from 2 pm to 3 am.....also never do anything.....slp n slp n slp...until 2 pm..wake up...its the same..like nothing has change like tat...

WHAT IS THISS!!!!!! hAIZ!!!......now...worry for exam result...like same like last time...slp slp slp then worry for result...still cant figure out what i can do ..
some of my friend join camps..some working....at least their time is occupy....better than mine....haiz!!!! SO boRInG! so i blog lor!
hope tml will be a better day..

-whenever i think of u..
i felt a sharp pain in my heart...
hoping that u will be my side..
wishing that u be here with mi...

whenever i look up the sky...
i will thinking of the times we have..
just like the cloud....
the time we haf..
are just as simple as it...
slowly... and slowly...
time shall pass...
and true feeling will be noe...

how can i tell u ?
how shall i tell u ?
about the thing i dream that will happen...
ur action...
show no concern for mi..
and your words...show no feeling for me...

i try to do this to you..
but i cant...
i cant bear hurting u ...
i don bear seeing ur tears roll down ur cheeks...

my words to u..
seem useless..
my care for u..
had no reply..
what u expect mi to do ?..
what u wan me to sae...?
i had enuff...
i won believe in anymore lies...

roger lost his dreams 5/24/2004 01:17:00 AM

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Sunday, May 16, 2004

arsenal win the EPL championship and without getting beaten by any team..whoa..wat a season for EPL....hmmmm..now EP{ end..look like i will save the time n do wat i should do...which is practicing my bass....hmm so boring..holiday seem short....haiz..tml ..no no..later gt a soccer match..and after tat have to go to junyang chalet...can meet some old friend..maybe nt that bad after all....

-in my heart...
there is a hole...
a hole..created by the impact of the things u said..
i try to believe that u are the one...
i try to convince myself that ..
u are angel that i been searching for...
and you are the oasis that i been searching in the dessert...

i try to wait....
i try to tolerate...
just because i noe true love will come one day...
days after days...
rain after rain..
i been waiting...
standing alone n fighting the cold..
just to see u smile..
but to no avail..
all u gif..
is just a word...
"hm?"..

how shall i react..
what shall i do...
i donnoe...
i can only stand there..
and feel my tears rolling down...

roger lost his dreams 5/16/2004 12:33:00 AM

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Monday, May 10, 2004

finally finish my exam...and finally gt time to post new thing...what can i sae...life..is nothing more than troubles...just lk a highway...accidents happen almost everyday and this is wat i experiencing in this highway call life..however...lucky gt someone to acc mi thru this period..although she does nt solve my problem for mi...at least..there is someone i can talk to....

-i see nothing infront of this nitemare...
no way out ..no place to hide..
i shouted for help...
but there is no reply...
who can help mi thru ..
who can stop the sadistic desire that is taking over me..
who can stop the tears that is taking over my sight...

i stop shouting..
for i had seen it thru..
no help is there..
hopeless as life it is...
i give up...
i shall let my tears flow..
till the very end that it shall flow..
for this is the last time tears will come from mi..
blood shall replace tears....
and desire shall replace hopes...
till the days...
the flower name love..
really blossom in my heart..
and the angels with the darken wings...
will guide mi thru this place call dream...

roger lost his dreams 5/10/2004 12:07:00 AM

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