Tuesday, March 29, 2005

lamer smile..

roger lost his dreams 3/29/2005 12:54:00 AM

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lamer smile..

roger lost his dreams 3/29/2005 12:52:00 AM

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12 yrs had pass.....from Et elf look alike to a monkey..evolution is amazing...

roger lost his dreams 3/29/2005 12:46:00 AM

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lamer face !

roger lost his dreams 3/29/2005 12:33:00 AM

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Monday, March 28, 2005

i am a person who tends to fall in love easily...no....i shld sae... who like a person easily.. often.. when someoen is good to me.. i tends to have the wrong impression.. yea.. i know.. its not the other party fault.. its my fault.. why think so much when the other party is only being herself and treated me like anyone else...
since young .. i heard of the chinese saying.. bout how person being too "bu zi liang li" .. in this case.. toad trying to have a taste on the swan.. yea.. i noe.. since we were born.. people are already been fated to be look gd.. look bad.. pretty and so on.. but i alway think that.. thru sheer perseverence.. the toad.. will one day be notice by the swan for his good point.. and hopefully .. accepted by the swan..i alway hope to believe in this .. but in reality... i think this is just a plain fantasy that i alway dreamt off.. yea i agree.. i not the best looking guy in the world.. no nd to sae the world..even in my class.. yea i agree.. wq and aw of course.. is definitly better looking than me.. in terms of character.. i not the best.. i am short temper.. tend to get angry easily.. of course.. aw and jyhave better control of their temper.. i not tat gd at communicating with others.. like them.. they can tok to ppl whom they don noe at will.. i cant.. i only can tok to those who i know them for quite a long time.. yea.. i agree.. i neither gd in looks.. studies.. wealth.. and character..
people have alway been saying.. hey.. if u like a person.. do something about it.. no action and all talk will bring u nothing.. i agree.. but what can i do .. if i tried.. and it still bring no result?.. yah.. trisha had sae.. maybe its not fated for us to be together.. if u are fated.. one slight thing that u do.. she will also be happy and so on.. its true.. i agree with it.. times n times.. i try to gif myself some positive view on the whole matter.. as i noe... its not easy to like a person so much.. and of course..sometime.. girls need time to accept some ppl ..but.. as time pass.. i understand.. hope i gif myself.. is nothing but illusion.. truth its.. the thing is not going in the right way.. maybe its time to let go ...
....i have this feeling b4..twice.. to let go of someone that u like.. its not easy...its not like.. saying it.. and u can achieve it in 3 weeks.. its not tat simple.. i don noe what to do .. and i in a mess in my head.. ya la.. i noe.. ppl sae.. "wa kaoz... exam concentrate on paper !! don think so much on this thing la...." of course..its easy to sae.. if u were in my shoe.. do u think its tat easy to do so.. i try...slp n slp n slp.. but useless.. slp till my limit liao.. and i wake up.. still thinking bout it.. i don noe how to solve.. i don noe how to settle.. most impt.. i don noe how to forget..
i don noe y.. she like to ask me on the sch stuff.. do i look that friendly.. do i look that easy going?.. y people like to ask me help them do thing..but i not angry.. i noe. girl ask u do thing.. u shld do.. don nag.. be a guy.. be a gentleman.. don so petty.. just do .. can help just help.. but i not that good.. i not that type of good person.. i do have my emotional period.. i do have my worries and troubles... i smiling here.. helping u all do the stuf.. but who noe the pain i have in my heart.. who can i share my worries with...? who can i complain all my troubles to ?.... so i blog lor.. blog n blog. let my ah gong read lor.. hope he will ccome tonite.. on my com.. n read it.. then gif me 4 no. to buy toto after taht..
today.. AAA paper.. she ask me .. cos i tell ehr don noe then ask me..so i call n teach her.. but i realise.. how difficult it is to teach her.. alway.. when she sms me or wat.. its bout sch stuff.. about studies thing,... its sad for me.. it feel lk.. i only a classmate.. how i wish the call today.. was to tok on causual thing.. not school work.. i rem once.. i later for lesson she ask me y i late.. i was damn happy.. for the first time.. its not about sch stuff.. n she sms me.. yea.. maybe i easily satified.. but.. nothing feel better than when the person u like.. send u a sms.. yea.. i really wish to tell her.. pls don be nice to me.. or even.. don tok to me too.. if u have no feeling for me.. it just make me hurt more.. but i cant do it.. i noe.. sometime studies she nd help.. i can .. i must help.. so i cant sae tat.. but.. it just make me feel more hurt.. i don noe y..

- no matter how pretty the swan is..
the toad will bored with it..
and eventually gif up...
but.. how long will it take..
how long will it need...
no one noe....

roger lost his dreams 3/28/2005 11:22:00 PM

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Sunday, March 20, 2005

woo..exam is coming....damn sian..i still haven touch... and the first paper is AAA...wa liew...damn jialat...must start to revise soon..hmm..this time damn sian lor..after exam..is attachment...last paper on sat...attachment on mon...so wonderful.... let me noe who set all this..i promise his/her hse sure kenna burn by fire... hmm... some more..last time exam finish is holidays...holidays come back..all same classmate...not so cham..now no holidays...still ok..but come back...gif u new class...new classmate....wah kaoz...immediately sian three quarter... so sian...y must change the damn class..so ma fan..must take time to know new friend also..HAIZ!!!!! wa liew..imaging..come backk no more old tb29 friend..sian lor...nd time to gel with new friend..somemore yr 3 all is big big project..where gt time to gel n do project lk last tiem tat effective....kaoz..sometime..really think spore govt must go think bout us...song then timetable ka lim bei anyhow pull forward...donnoe wat they thinking...must be some student go scratch their car..they not happy....after yr 3..NS... wah..think liao sian half... haiz... really sux la... no life..machiam thing all is being plan by others...no freedom... so ppl....5 yrs down the road..when i come out to be a candidate for MOE head..pls vote for me..i shall make ur life better... haiz.. .thats all la..gt new thign then i shall post ar... wahahah...

*btw...all the ppl ...post the go bugis trip..so i must sae abit.. ok la..tat day..i nd to pass thing to stephanie sis la..so drag them go.. thhanks to them la.. i manage to reach home alive.. hmmm...then first time in my life drink starbuck coffee... nt bad qutie nice.. but the cake is a killer... $5.. stun.. btw.. t all gt read this post ar..next thur..wan to ask for AAA remedial nt!! then after that go eat pastamania... ON BOR!!! especially JY..settle the AAA thing leh!!

roger lost his dreams 3/20/2005 06:58:00 PM

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Friday, March 11, 2005

the 4 guys of TB29~!!!!! (anwen roger weiqi and junyang...L to R)

roger lost his dreams 3/11/2005 05:06:00 PM

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

Wah lau.. this is me…. Typing second time lor..write so long.. serve ki siao.. all gone… hmmm..ok…from the pic can see la.. the hair… veri ugly n funny… but I think not ugly la… is FUNNY only… (let me console myself can ?)….somemore tml gt presentation…. Must wear formal.. cham liao… Mohawk n formal…it’s the joke of the season….
So fast..tml last lesson le…its going to be the last time tb29 in a class having tutorial.. quite sad neh… although..with them sometime gt conflict n nt happy la.. but also 2 yrs le… gt feeling liao… hmmmm ….weiqi junyang anwen… all different class will sian leh… no wq n aw disturb jy… nt use to it… though sometime really wanna gif them each a bomb n let them die la… but really will miss them.. always together tok so much crap thing… then the girls…shi hui.. tricia… rainus… janessa maz… all this… will miss them… always also veri funny one.. especiall the rainus… sometime really will suddenly crazy one lor… haiz… then all the girl..different class…wah sian.. think np only TB29 gt girls lk tat lor.. so funny easy going and so full of crap lk the guys… hahahah.. whole tb 29.. though the joen they all I tok little.. but then they also actually is quite sui bian one lor.. u tok to them.. they tok to u.. and really.. the whole class people is veri funny …hahah.. the lastly come to the ph n Stephanie!!!!….hahah..marathon runner lai de… class end…10 seconds… and they are gone,… the ph n Stephanie.. always veri quiet.. but once u sit infront them.. u will noe la.. they 2.. keep toking n laughing wan,… very strange one.. hahah..then wats more ar… oh ya.. no more stephanie in the same class… everyday ar.. will be rainy day.. she smile so cute…hahaha.. cannot see le~~ so sad ~~hahahah.. really hope those chose marketing one ar…COME TO SAME CALSS AS ME!!!!!!
Tml….ecd presentation.. hope all ppl get gd grades ah…cos the stupid ecd tutor.. really is shit la… mark so strict… teach so sux… tok also sux… NT GD one… maybe cause …I bias la.. but I really don lk her lor….
Ytd ar… go to plaza singapura.. celebrate… loy chuan yong go army.. gif him farewell.. the thing lk cock up.. some here some there… veri sian.. but in the end… veri funny la.. we all.. site at the lousy wat pizza café… drink fruit juice.. hahaha.. ordeer ice cream with coffee.. gif me coffee nia.. then collect ice cream coffee money from me…$4.90…quite ex la.. then the coffee also nt nice.. my hse there kopitiam.. also nicer lor.. then we sit there tok a lot of thing… rem the sec sch time… so funny… hahah time really flies.. so fast…one by one go NS liao.. soon its gonna be me ar… hahaha
Oh..i change something on the blog.. and the song.. hope u all like the song.. this song ar.. I online heard it..think quite nice.. so save it lor. Pls.. I didn’t download.. I save it ok!!! I was surfing site la.. then accidentally came across it… hahaha.. some more the whole thing so funny…. In the most strange circumstances …found this song…hahaha…think its call white Christmas bah.. cos I save it..it put…3.mp3.. so I don noe.. but the girl keep saying white Christmas.. so I guess so bah,,
Ok la.. write a lot.. must save some to write next time… hahah..till here stop bah~~ bb~~~ good luck tml ar~~ TB 29 GO GO GO!!

*P.S. hmmm..oei … long time no ppl tag.. veri sad de leh.. tag ppl tag!!! Hahahaha….eh …. If gt tb29 here see this hor.. tml aw will ask bout the last gathering thing next week… really hope all can go lor… cos last le…bye bye~

roger lost his dreams 3/10/2005 10:58:00 PM

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WHY!!!!!! UGLY HAIR!!! WHY!!! LK TAT!!!

roger lost his dreams 3/10/2005 08:29:00 PM

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Thursday, March 03, 2005

this sat....chuan yong meeting us to eat dinner together.. to celebrate his NS admission... hahah.so who wan come.. TELL ME!!!.. i super happy today !! cos i go watch howl the moving castle!!! hahah..watch is watch la... the thing is..hahahaha don wan to sae.. not many ppl noe y also.. but i noe can liao !! HAPPY !!! ECD DIE !!! stupid project... make all the class piss off... y cant the TUTOR BE MORE easy going n cre8 less trouble 1!!! holiday is coming so i exam... wish all study hard hard la... get gd grade... then gd... haiz.. but the class splitting up liao leh.. bit sian.. must take time go noe new friend... sian lor.. haiz... hmmm.. n then... tats all so far.. conclusion is I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY !!!! WOOOO~~!!!!

roger lost his dreams 3/03/2005 10:42:00 PM

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